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Profile  Joshua Hoong 06.09.92 Audiophile Self-Proclaimed-Certified-iPod-Evangelist Interests Holga Emily Haines Jews JUICE Photography Not Drawing Rilo Kiley Stars Twee Vaseline Writing Your Sister Take It Out On Me We Won't Turn To Dust May 2008 June 2008 September 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 Credits Layout: hearteditorials Codes: -ambulance Icon: biconcave |
Monday, May 25, 2009
Meet God Taking flight I show the world my extended wings
Saturday, May 23, 2009  And She Said If This is Living, How Come I Never Feel Alive? Kazu Makino, "I suppose the most important thing to me is that I feel alive. I often have a hard time feeling alive. I often feel a bit detached or separated from everything else around me. So whatever that makes me feel really alive is quite important to me." I've been feeling like this lately, this other side of me has been laying dormant within and it's out again. Speechless moments with the group has turned into me being completely transparent. They look at me, and not at me. They see through me to look at something 100 metres probably looking for my wandering spirit. I feel like I'm being replaced already, by a person or two I have come to loathe, and with the eye contact, or lack of it, and curt exchanges only when necessary, it has become a mutual silent agreement. I want to scream something to get attention. I open my mouth and nothing comes out. And now I yearn so much to be my old self again. |